32 days...

32 days til 2010. Is it just me, or did 2009 really just fly by? I feel like I have made a lot of new changes in my life and the way I am living life these days, but somehow still feel like it is a work in progress. I mean, are we ever going to be satisfied? Everyone always says those words, but how much truth is there within that statement? It seems like every time I feel like I am doing something right, something else comes along and I feel like I am doing everything wrong, and it is time to start from scratch all over again (I am sure some of you who read this saw my twitter/facebook post about this a few days back). Anyway, the most important thing going on in my life right now is my pending career change. I am making the move from the cubicle to something that is more personally fulfilling. The goal is to be a physical therapist, but who knows where I will end up once I finish all those science pre-requisites. All I know, is that my passion lies in the health industry.

But speaking on living life, why is it human nature for all of us to critique each other's lives? Why do we always feel the need to help other people with how they are living their life? Is it really our business? We all make choices based on what WE feel is in our best interest, but there is always some person out there who will tell you that you are wrong. But are your really wrong? How can something you feel good about be wrong? Being a stubborn mf'er myself, I will argue my choies til the death of me. It may sound stupid, but sometimes, I would rather learn the consequences myself, rather than hear about what COULD happen. That is what makes life interesting and fun. Its what causes emotions,feelings, and gives us excitement. If you want to irritate me and see my mood change instantly, try telling me what to do or how to live my life. The smoke will start flowing from my ears and nostrils. haha

Anyway, had a great weekend back in nor cal seeing all my friends and family. I definitely miss the company and comfort of nor cal, but know that I have unfinished business still down here in so cal. The drive back was a long, dark and cold one, but I had a lot of good music that I had forgotten about keeping me company. Had that Alicia Keys song on repeat for a few spins, and can't wait for that new album to come out.